Well, how's my life if you want to know? Its still kind of okay okay status...
Still, if you asked about the case before, I would say that I still haven't gave up on her, but just my feelings. Maybe we weren't close enough. Well, sometimes interactive skills play an important role in communicating I guess...
Loneliness orbits. That's the conclusion. No matter where am I. Its the only thing that follows me on. Haha... Not being emo but that's the fact, I guess... As a matter a fact, I think being a prefect changes me a lot. No doubt that it really helped me in the past, such as organizing events as well as training leadership. However, there is still the negative side.
Silence is golden. Perhaps that is what I've gained in the process. Good and bad at the same time. Seems good to teachers but to friends, seems weird and I tend to isolate myself I guess. Upon realizing it now, I just feel like changing again but... It seems difficult...
Now, I'm lazy. Yup. Everything seems to change in my life. I'm not the old Jonathan people once knew. Not everyone noticed, but it really seems more awful than it looks
Well, maybe my life is kinda like David K. His is being rejected emotionally and mine is just being lonely. Hey bro, we're both in the same sunken ship. Maybe that's what it was being told in the Bible. Ya know... David... Jonathan... Best friends... Ring any bells? Haha... No wonder we're always together. DON'T BE SIDETRACK, WE'RE NOT GAYS.
Maybe the only one that never forsake me was the Lord. But, hmmph... I seem to let him down always... Haiz... How's my feelings gonna end?
It still remains the same.
Why?
Why?
